Jordan Johnson(Son Gohen)

Do you know what it feels like everyday when i watch every body being killed by the androids in the Dragonball Z movie the (History of Trunks) knowing how helpless Trunks felt when they ganged up on him. THATS how i feel everyday my life ever since GOD fused me with Jordan,a living hell i have to live his life in his pitiful standard human body. I used to be and still am inside the Mystic Super Saiyan with ever growing power. Then all the sudden im on this other earth with all these unfamiliar faces, nun of them is Saiyan. All HUMAN i used to be with my family then im memory wiped there memory wiped we dont even know eachother now i see them on some TV as if where nothing but cartoon characters created by akiratoriyama. Everytime i try to turn super saiyan i fail muscles swelling and everything pitiful. Since GOD is so great why dont he put me back to being a strong saiyan/human in the dragonballz universe!?